Summer Has Ended...
Mood: Searching for the sun
Music: Do As Infinity - Summer Days
The raindrops have replaced the sunshine.
An indication that summer is over.
No more walking on the sidewalk while basking in the rays. No more running around town while baking in summer's dry heat. No more summer days.
I'm especially sad that this summer has ended. It's a summer of firsts for me. This is my first summer as a writer, a real one; my first summer as a man, working to earn his keep. Most importantly, this is my first summer as a full-fledged dreamer; an Eternal Dreamer (although, that phase is starting to see an end, too).
As many of you may have noticed, if you've been reading some of my recent entries, I'm not really in a good emotional state. And one of the few things that help me get by is my appreciation for the summer sun. Now that the summer is gone, I'll have to look to other things so that I don't drown so much into the dark cesspools of my head.
To make matters worse, my being a dreamer is starting to see an end. What is a dreamer if he can't even dream?
These past few weeks, everytime I go to sleep, I would only sleep a dreamless sleep. Whenever I would start to dream, something or someone in me would wake me up, then I will attempt to sleep again. This cycle will continue until I sleep a dreamless sleep, which is also the reason why I haven't been sleeping well these past nights.
I really don't have a resolution for any of the things happening right now. I just want to air-out whatever I need to air-out so I could go on with my life.
Music: Do As Infinity - Summer Days
The raindrops have replaced the sunshine.
An indication that summer is over.
No more walking on the sidewalk while basking in the rays. No more running around town while baking in summer's dry heat. No more summer days.
I'm especially sad that this summer has ended. It's a summer of firsts for me. This is my first summer as a writer, a real one; my first summer as a man, working to earn his keep. Most importantly, this is my first summer as a full-fledged dreamer; an Eternal Dreamer (although, that phase is starting to see an end, too).
As many of you may have noticed, if you've been reading some of my recent entries, I'm not really in a good emotional state. And one of the few things that help me get by is my appreciation for the summer sun. Now that the summer is gone, I'll have to look to other things so that I don't drown so much into the dark cesspools of my head.
To make matters worse, my being a dreamer is starting to see an end. What is a dreamer if he can't even dream?
These past few weeks, everytime I go to sleep, I would only sleep a dreamless sleep. Whenever I would start to dream, something or someone in me would wake me up, then I will attempt to sleep again. This cycle will continue until I sleep a dreamless sleep, which is also the reason why I haven't been sleeping well these past nights.
I really don't have a resolution for any of the things happening right now. I just want to air-out whatever I need to air-out so I could go on with my life.
posted by caitiff at 2:40 PM
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